Hello everyone! Today, Fraser and I had a picnic on the roof, it was great, I made sandwiches and salads, but it was very cold. We did not stay out of the end for long. After I brought my friend Karen who I used to work at Tim Hortons at the SPCA so that it can bring a cat, it was taken care of for a while before they can get adopted, Fraser and I had to consider the kitties, I realized that I do like cats, which is crazy because I hated them. They also had a rabbit ago, named after Tequila, she lop rabbit ears and I wanted to take her home so bad. We also had to take a dog for a walk, his name is Van Goh, and was very talkative Beagle. After we have Karen Fraser home and I went to our bi-weekly Bible study type thing, we meet with people in our church, who are our age and we have awesome food and mostly speak of our lives and things, it was a lot of fun, I always look forward to it.
My position here is erratic and my last post was so miserable. Not that I have nothing to bitch about. Rather, it was the contrary, much has been happening around me that I’m losing focus.
Thoughts, which were previously the most clear as crystal to me, have become vague ghosts that flit around in my head briefly before dissolving in my medulla. I know I have done something or many things to write. But when I look at the blank "New Post" screen, it looks back and right of the blinking cursor taunting me and I wonder why I’m still WordPress first.
The first fantasy novel I read was the first of the Harry Potter: Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone. I was quite young when my mother was reading to me, at my request - the book seems to be long and discouraging for the nine year old girl I was. About twelve chapters, though, I started to cheat I continue to read after my mother would be at work and say good night. A few chapters later, I felt guilty and confessed to my mother what I did. She laughed and let me read it on my own in the future. This is the first medium-length book I read on my own.
Last year, I could say that I was in the best shape of my life. ~ I felt good inside and outside. But now I do not think I can still tell. I am currently at my worst.
It is a kind of funny when I think of how I was a health freak then. I went to the gym twice a day, every single day. This means that I attended 3-5 hours per day. Cardio stuff brought me even if there is a TV in front of me. I do not know, but I can not be on a treadmill haha. So, I participated in different classes instead, there is Body Combat, Body Pump, Body Jam, cycling, yoga, Pilates and ~ then for a month as I attempted to staff Trainor. We would do the boxing for 30 minutes, then 30 more of the weight training (which was hell! Haha). It reached a point where I was really losing 1 pound a day! Ö In addition to being a gym addict, I also closely my diet. It is quite incredible that someone like me who breathe candy was able to avoid them for a while. I do not eat anything that might be considered unhealthy. I totally had sweets and junk food in my system. I also made sure that i sleep early and think you 8 hours of sleep per day. But it all last year.
If I count the times I’ve been to the gym starting this year, it would be less than 10. Maybe around 5 or 6. & I pay P2, 500 per month for her. Such a waste. I always go to Fitness First, even if sometimes, but not in training. I buy pasta with pesto Magic fruit there. lol. My friend has given me, he does not text me. Because I always end up saying that I will not be able to go with him at the last minute, again and again.
I do not want him. And what is worse is that I do not take care of me more. I think I’m gonna be sick.
I will try to make this quick because I really need to go to bed early! Lauren has been my savior today and she asked me an interview at the company, she worked at Towers Perrin. I did some research about the company and the concept is pretty cool! If I get this temporary position, not only will I make an obscene amount of money (for me at least), but I will learn and work in a completely new area that will allow me the opportunity of Learn more! I’m always up for a new challenge and working with Towers Perrin will undoubtedly teach me many new lessons to make my next job (hopefully, Fox).
Should we give up our dreams too easily?
A colleague recently mentioned that his 20-year step-son has recently realized her dream of playing professional football. A minor league in Utah - not in the NFL - but an exciting achievement for the young man.
My friend recalled with pride a walk on the beach almost 13 years earlier, when he told his (then), 7 years old, when he grew up, it could be anything he wanted to be . The young man, it seems to heart and realized her dream.
I had many long conversations with my sister yesterday, and I’m glad I could talk to him. I’ve listened to update me on everything that happens in his life, and I’m glad I chance to learn about it. It has a lot of things. I also learned about his position on the last run, she has had with the father, and where she is with Mom, Dad and me. It is always iffy on Mom and Dad … baffled by the way they really are … but it is on good terms with me. It has its problems, but overall, it does not blame me for anything. I’m really happy to hear that, to know that I have a sister. She even talked about how she will try to do more time with his family by changing churches and letting go of some of these responsibilities, and she even included me and my family in these new plans . That felt really good. She was also very pleased that I had called just to talk and see how she would do after the last incident … he’s very happy to know that I care, as well. So it is an excellent new events.
The other day, as Maggie & I were on my bed ready before flying out of town for the week, she asks me
"When you have a baby did you live with your mother?" I said yes. Then she asked: "when you were most important to you live with your mother?" Again, I answered yes. Then she said, "when you were …" she’s hand motions and the length of my body, now you live with me. "I agree. And then she said:" See Mom, I have good memories. "
